"So you're gone, and I'm haunted; and I bet you are just fine."

do I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

I need to quit this!!!! this FEELING. ugh.
started new chemo today.
Apparently, I have not only Behcets syndrome, but now they found i have fibromayalgia too.
so i'm on boatloads of methotrexate, prednisone, ibuprofen, and folic acid.
awesome.
methotrexate is this super hardcore drug too hahahahaha fml!