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My medication is makin' me chubbeh D:

"So you're gone, and I'm haunted; and I bet you are just fine."

do I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

I need to quit this!!!! this FEELING. ugh.
started new chemo today.
Apparently, I have not only Behcets syndrome, but now they found i have fibromayalgia too.
so i'm on boatloads of methotrexate, prednisone, ibuprofen, and folic acid.
awesome.
methotrexate is this super hardcore drug too hahahahaha fml!

And the sky was made of amethyst
And all the stars look just like little fish
You should learn when to go
You should learn how to say no

Might last a day yeah
Mine is forever
Might last a day, yeah
Well mine is forever

When they get what they want they never want it again
When they get what they want they never want it again

Go on, take everything, take everything I want you to
Go on, take everything take everything take everything I want you to

And the sky was all violet I want it again, but more violet, more violet
Hey, Im the one with no soul
One above and one below

Go on, take everything take everything I want you to
Go on, take everything take everything I want you to

I told you from the start just how this would end
When I get what I want I never want it again

Go on, take everything take everyting I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything I want you to
Go on take everything take everything take everything take everything

still not over him....


It's hard to believe that I ever will be.